There's a part of him burning up, angry and resentful and and nasty and vindictive and god he's such a fucking asshole, this is no way to react to the knowledge that his brother is alive. But he's spent thirteen years of his life living in the shadow of a man who never went out of his way to show Dave he gave a damn, and the thought of having to go back through that again leaves him more than a little bitter.
How dare you. How dare you make his life hell for thirteen fucking years. How dare you subject him to the stupid mind games, the unrelenting strifes. How dare you make him think you were this nigh untouchable hero, how dare you never show him any approval. How fucking dare you die on him and then just come back after three years like it's nothing.]
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There's a part of him burning up, angry and resentful and and nasty and vindictive and god he's such a fucking asshole, this is no way to react to the knowledge that his brother is alive. But he's spent thirteen years of his life living in the shadow of a man who never went out of his way to show Dave he gave a damn, and the thought of having to go back through that again leaves him more than a little bitter.
How dare you. How dare you make his life hell for thirteen fucking years. How dare you subject him to the stupid mind games, the unrelenting strifes. How dare you make him think you were this nigh untouchable hero, how dare you never show him any approval. How fucking dare you die on him and then just come back after three years like it's nothing.]