THE FORCED HONESTY/ASK ME ANYTHING MEME

[ceasetoexist]

THE RULES:
-Post with your character
-Others ask your characters questions (ICly or OOCly)
-Your character has to answer whatever they're asked completely honestly!
-That's it! Them's the rules!

Comments

[ryuusei_subaru]

Well, like I said before: you never know. If you've improved as much as you say, that's a step forward to that future.

[ceasetoexist]

I think it is the future. I can feel it. I can try.

But there's little point to trying without them here.

[ryuusei_subaru]

...But they are here. With you, I mean.

[Sounds like he's trying to say something else, anyway, if his fidgeting means anything.]

[ceasetoexist]

Yeah. I get that they're a part of me.

But it's hard to settle for that.

[ryuusei_subaru]

...Yeah. Nothing really replaces that hole they leave behind in your heart. It's up to us to fill it...

[Light laughter.]

Even then, it's never gone.

[ceasetoexist]

I won't let you.

[ryuusei_subaru]

...What?

[ceasetoexist]

I mean I'm not letting you people get close to me. I've already let that happen twice and gotten burnt. Aside from the few relationships I'll have to make here in order to even get by or keep an eye on things here? I'm done.

I want to accomplish whatever it is we're here to accomplish, and then I want to leave. That's all.

[ryuusei_subaru]

Hnf. I wonder how much control you'd actually have over that?

[That came out kinda like he was pouting, but then he abruptly laughs, and his annoyed demeanor changes back to the cheerful one from before.]

You're like that guy...

[ceasetoexist]

Going to have a lot more this time.

Hey, I dunno what guy you think you're talking about, but there's only one me. I'm a one of a kind.

[Despite, you know. Being a clone, completely and utterly, of someone else.]

[ryuusei_subaru]

Of course there'd only be one you. Doesn't mean there's only one guy out there who tries to keep from getting close to others. I used to be like that, and this other guy, he's still like that.

You'd have to do a lot to measure up to the lengths this guy goes to, anyway.

[ceasetoexist]

Hey, I want to get serious?

I already probably beat him. Can do it again if I want.

[ryuusei_subaru]

Eh? Now I'm actually kinda curious to see you two meet, even if I know that won't be good!